Yep, boys it’s the final countdown. One last test and I am done until next quarter, which starts on January 2, 2008! Yipee!

That said, I am logging in for a couple of hours now (okay 2-ish) and then maybe tonight after the final if my brain hasn’t completly melted out my ears.

Yesterday’s tests were extreme. Not as bad as the one brit lit test where I started crying because I couldn’t make heads or tails of the words… (hey! I was on medication!!) but pretty freaking bad. You know it’s bad if you start the semester going, “I’m gonna get all As!” and end it with a “God, just give me a C- that’s all I ask for…”

Seriously, this semester was brutal in parts, but was helped with you all and your support– if I didn’t have phonesex and general nasty kinkyness like you all to take my mind off of things, I don’t know what I would do.

TTYL and wish me luck on the test!

**side note**

now that the quarter is over, expect to see me more often and know that my new plans include several hot & exciting features to the website, as well as a super special holiday surprise for all of you! More recordings than ever before… and well, you will just have to wait and see!!

these came from B for Thanksgiving– don’t you love the color of my mom’s kitchen flooring? It’s about — holy fuck! 10 years old. OMG. hahaha I have an anniversary this weekend *blush* but you’ll have to call me to find out what it is– I only just realized. Anyhow the shoes are Kenneth Cole and absolutely adorable. They fit like a dream and I love the little accents– the laced up side and the itty bitty bow! too cute!! thank you b!!

another view of the shoes! How gorgeous, huh?

These are, as my mom called them when I brought them over to show her “serious fuck-me pumps”. Mom, being every inch the tease I am– I had to learn somewhere, didn’t I? Lamented the fact that her feet are about 2 sizes smaller than mine because she would love to wear them– awww!! I love how strappy they are, and although the pic doesn’t show it very well, the heel is silver (coated plastic) with rhinestones set into thebase/area where the heel joins the shoe.

Happy Thanksgiving! I hope your have a wondful weekend, and with that, I present my list of things I am Thankful For (in no order)

1. my family— no matter how much they irritate the crap out of me, they can still be really cool and I love them all to bits.
2. my job. I love being a phonesex operator (fantasy facilitator). It is just the kind of job for me, where I am kept entertained and brings me new and unusual methods of self-abuse
3. CalState colleges & semi free health clinics– it would have cost me @ least $140 last week to hear that I had sciatica and give me the muscle relaxers and painkillers I am on, but id didn’t cuz there’s a health center w/ a licensed doc and nurse practitioner on campus and you dont have to pay to see them.
4. graduating with 2 AAs– I am so freaking thankful that I graduated the JC and was accepted into a cal state college!!
5. My professors @calstate. God, I love them. They are so full of live and interest and passion for their subjects that it is hard not to feel that I am extremely privileged to be going to a campus such as this. (and be able to have as much fun as I am.
6. Barnes and Nobel/Waldenbooks/Borders/Amazon. I am in love with books.
7. 35degree temperatures– yes that is farenheit.
8. maple pecan bon bons from see’s candies.
9. knitting– having a hobby with a tangible result for my efforts that is not only a magnificent outlet for creativity, but an amazingly tactile experience.
10. there’s about 11 months until the 2008 presidential elections!!!

submisv1: will send more when i can
me: lol
submisv1: but i kinda stood her up
me: i know
me: do you have any nf $
submisv1: a little bit, not a lot
submisv1: oh
submisv1: i managed to mail yours to myself
submisv1: i will send you the code
me: ok
submisv1: oh, i can re-send from amazon
submisv1: sent again
me: so
me: how appropriately guilty do you feel
submisv1: very
me: good! enough to let go of your nf money so i can go to bed?
submisv1: i don’t suppose i could convince You to publicly humiliate me too?
me: you might be able to
me:
submisv1: because this pathetic sissy faggot hasn’t been properly drug out into the middle of town in too long
me: i know you havent
me: roady yearns for you
submisv1: oh god, i want His cock too… You know, i’ve decided to go buy myself one of those collars when i have the money.
me: i know
me: i know
me: you gotta pay too cuz youre so pathetic
me: wanting everyone to know
me: i think we will do a live broadcast of your consummation
submisv1: mmm… You know he’s going to have to rape me. i’ll pussy out at the last minute.
me: yeah
me: thats why im gonna force feed you aqua dots
submisv1: i don’t want to be drugged… i want to experience every second of the humiliation with a clear mind.
me: lol
me: iw as joking
me: you will be tied down
me: and spread open
me: with some bacon grease smeared down your asscrack
submisv1: not bacon grease
submisv1: urine from a bitch in heat
me: ok
submisv1: i want Him to rape me, not eat my ass.
me: yes
me: i know
me: spreader bar and everything
submisv1: wrists and ankles, tied down over a stool?
me: yes
submisv1: You know i’d be begging You to stop, to untie me
me: youd be gagged
submisv1: what fun is that? You couldn’t hear me cry out when His cock split me open, when the knot popped inside me for the first time, and out again
me: true
me: well
me: not true
me: id hear you
me: you just wouldnt be able to speak
me: see if i let you beg
me: you’d like get this idea that begging might DO something for you
me: but it wouldnt
me: i want you to feel that stomach clenching, pants wetting certainty that getting your ass split in two by Roady is INEVITABLE
submisv1: mmm.. getting my ass filled with doggy cock while You watch, and laugh, and shock me… spit on me? … i don’t know if i could stand it
me: yes
me: id have a violet wand
me: stabbing it to your balls
me: and I’d be pissing in your face dear
submisv1: i hope so
submisv1: and i’d hope to be wearing Husband’s collar… as His bitch i think that’s only appropriate
me: *nod*
me: 14?
submisv1: hm?
submisv1: that’s all i had in there
submisv1: sorry, i know it’s not much :/
me: see now i am all quiet
me: ol
submisv1: heh
me: post on my blog?
submisv1: if You feel i deserve to be humiliated. if not i understand.
me: i feel you deserve to be humiliated and know you will be making reparations in the very very near future
submisv1: yes i will
submisv1: i’m going to ask You a question… exploring an area that i’m a little uncomfortable with…
submisv1: what would You do if i sent You my cell number?
me: post it on my blog
submisv1: and then what
me: as being my own #
me: or say that you were my abusive fagot ex
me: so that all my loving callers
me: would heap shit on you

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I am in a buttload of pain and feeling all out of sorts tonight.

Okay guys, the holidays are coming!! *run and hide*

Just kidding!! In an effort to– not drive up sales, hahaha– but better understand my business etc, I am going to be offering a survey via contact form here on my website as well as thru a mass mailing on niteflirt. Yay!! I bet you are thinking, hmmm… what’s in it for me.

well. For those of you who fill out my superspecial customized form, when I receive your feedback I will send you your choice of free minutes or a nasty photo. Yep, that’s right– your choice. All you have to do is answer a couple of really easy questions about niteflirt in general.

Until tomorrow or this weekend then!

xxx Vicky

Your so hot! and I’m very drunk! I’lll probably regrett this later but here is my girlfriends email - rebcoop25@yahoo.com - her name is rebecca cooper and I’m tyler - if you tell her my pet name for her is sugar monkey she’ll know you know me.

Please own me - I can be a good bitch really!! What do you want me to do?
Owned,
tyler

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You Tyler, you fucknut: ~*~*~you can remove this by clicking the button~*~*~

All in a good day’s play!

I love niteflirt. And playing with slaves, especially slaves like Clemmens. I think he passed out and stuff. But he’ll be back…

So, remember Clemmens in Frybourg?

He begged to be unblocked. I gave him the day unblocked to make reparations for being a pussy, and he paid up. I love that! It always thrills me when guys pay!!

So, in honor of Clemmens a british nursery rhyme that has nothing to do with Germany (that I know of) but reminds me of him…

“Oranges and lemons” say the Bells of St. Clement’s
“You owe me five farthings” say the Bells of St. Martin’s
“When will you pay me?” say theBells of Old Bailey<
"When I grow rich" say the Bells of Shoreditch
"When will that be?" say the Bells of Stepney
"I do not know" say the Great Bells of Bow
"Here comes a Candle to light you to Bed
Here comes a Chopper to Chop off your Head
Chip chop chip chop - the Last Man's Dead."

erm, except for that last part about chopping off heads!!

All told, this is quite a bit lighter than the fare I have been reading for class… and You all will love the subject of my annotated bibliography (no actual paper for this one, thank God)

The Marquis deSade. Technically it’s more like, eroticism in the french novel circa, 0000 etc… but the major focus is deSade. For a couple of reasons, mostly because, between  you and me… research with an honest to goodness academic library and access to the most amazing sources is so damn sexy and who wouldn’t want to try to do something ballsy like research deSade and all that wonderful stuff he wrote about and call it homework. academic homework…??

I leave you with the definition of sadism, courtesy of the Oxford English Dictionary:

[ad. F. sadisme, f. the name of the Count (usually called ‘Marquis’) de Sade (1740-1814; infamous for his crimes and the character of his writings)

A form of sexual perversion marked by a love of cruelty. Now understood as cruelty that evidences a subconscious craving and is apparently satisfied, sexually or otherwise, by the infliction of pain on another by means of aggressive or destructive behaviour or the assertion of power over that person; also loosely, deliberate or excessive cruelty morbidly enjoyed.

and if you were wondering, yes… yes I am.

Sara wants to be a whore…(s)he loves a good hard cock… anywhere (s)he can get it!!