goddamn, i just wish i wasn’t such a fucking pussy loser
7:50pm
she probably thinks so little of herself that she thinks she deserves a piece of shit limp dicked faggot fucking drunk ass loser like you
7:50pm
well that’s true, actually, and interesting, and complicated. Like we can’t figure out which of us is more pathetic.
7:51pm
But . . .
7:51pm
lol bills
7:51pm
comfort
7:52pm
here
7:52pm
omg, i’m sorry, but i just feel like you and i get along so well and kind of have a thing and i want you to suck my peepee so bad!
7:52pm
PLEASE!!!!!!!
7:52pm
like i know we can’t do it for real, but for pretend?!
7:52pm
🤢
7:52pm
this is me talking to someone about you
7:54pm
cuz he is watching your playlist and reading the blog post and then writing an essay about his response to it
7:55pm
Wow. Fucking insane. I wish there was a way that . . . I wish that the major losers among us could get together and violate each other to amuse and financially award you!
7:58pm
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
7:58pm
Yes!!!!! Equally fucked up and pathetic!
8:00pm
indeed
8:00pm
Seriously, maybe this faggot and I need to exchange information and start emailing, sending pics, talking ourselves!!!
8:01pm
tribute and i will tell you something he said that’s guaranteed to make you dick a mess
8:01pm
You received a tribute of $17.50 from penisbreathloser
8:02pm
oh fuck yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Three way call!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????????????
8:03pm
no way to do it
8:03pm
make a cmment on the blog post
8:05pm
Fuck. Maybe we can strike up an online . . . ??!! you made a blogpost of that?!
8:06pm
i love that! make our psuedo gay affair totally public!
8:06pm
uh huh
8:07pm
thats exactly the point
8:07pm
you guys can start flrting there
8:07pm
Okay! and, omg, then we can take it private and exchange pics and disgusting faggot ideas and then maybe meet up and i can get totally dominated by a pathetic faggot in a way that would crack you up!!!
8:08pm
uh huh! exactly
8:09pm
but wait – I don’t see anything on twitter about this. Where is this conversation that I can comment on it?
8:10pm
on the actual blog post
8:10pm
newest one
8:10pm
Fuck! I can’t see anything! What am I not understanding here?!
8:13pm
I see that, but I don’t see any of his comments
8:16pm
Please! I really want to start being a sub homo for this guy! PLEASE!!!!
8:21pm
hahaha
8:22pm
go see what he wrote you
8:22pm
i approved it
8:22pm
Brad — you worthless POS. You’d be lucky to have even a beta slut’s cock in your mouth and pussy. You should be begging to service me.
8:23pm
OMG – I AM!!!! I am begging to service him! Please!
8:23pm
Does he like having his butt licked?!
8:23pm
ask in the comments
8:23pm
ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
8:24pm
good slut
8:25pm
Okay, I just messaged him, but there are no amount of words that can convey how much I want to literally suck his dick and lick his ass and make a video and send it to you.
8:27pm
hahahaha
8:28pm
tribute me again and get ready to eat annabeth’s ass
8:28pm
Okay! But I’m so excited about Brock! How can I possibly think about Annabeth! Brock and I should start an online gay relationship and give you total access to all our messages, etc., and let you publish them and laugh at us!
8:29pm
hahaha I have given him the link to your xvideos
8:30pm
I thought you put that up on twitter anyway, didn’t you? Anyway, that’s a great idea, he can check me out, comment, i comment back, next thing you know we’re getting disgustingly gay with each other!
8:35pm
i did
8:35pm
OMG this is my future husband!!!!
8:36pm
possibly
8:36pm
thats why you should pay me and then jerk off while eating annabeth’s ass and saying good bye
8:36pm
because he’s gonna own your hole from this day forward
8:36pm
And you watch all those videos you totally see me eating my own ___ off the dildos!
8:36pm
all of them
8:36pm
ok. agreed.
8:37pm
PAY UP BITCH
8:37pm
You received a tribute of $35.00 from penisbreathloser
8:38pm
thank you brad
8:38pm
doesn’t it feel good to be owned
8:38pm
($20 more will put me at my goal)
8:38pm
yes. but do I get my money back if i chicken out and don’t eat her ass? I think tht’s only right.
8:38pm
and, yeah, obviously i’ll pay you an extra $20
8:39pm
hhahaha no the fuck you don’t
8:40pm
what you get is a permabanning and I delete all of your comments and tell brck that you are too big of a fucking pussy
8:40pm
to even eat your wifes ass
8:40pm
and you lose me and brock all in one fell swoop
8:41pm
But . . . that “Unfappable: Brad’s Porn Playlist”, that’s going to be there no matter what, forever even if I bitch and cry?!
8:41pm
the post will stay up
8:41pm
but the comments will be deleted and locked from being able to be added ever again
8:41pm
and I will ban your IP from my blog and block you on NF
8:42pm
Okay! Thank you so much! I’m so thankful that you’ve started me and Brock on this relationship and I’m so glad that you’re willing to pay ANY attention to me and my disgusting PIG wife.
8:43pm
You received a tribute of $17.50 from penisbreathloser
8:43pm
thank you so very much brad
8:44pm
hahahaha
8:44pm
If there are any other losers out there talking to you who are interested in me being their bitch, I am toally happy sharing all my info with them and begging!!!
8:45pm
absolutely
8:46pm
But, so, as I understand this, I literally HAVE TO lick her ass!? I mean, I specifically asked if I could have my money back if I didn’t do it, and you said that I’d be permablocked, etc. – so, in other words, at this point, I have NO choice but to lick that fucking stinkhole??!!
8:47pm
you have to fucking make LOVE to her ass with y our lips
8:47pm
oh fucking yes I will!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I will ENJOY it for the sole reason that I fucking paid you and humiliated me and Annabeth in front of the world for it to happen. BTW – you let Brock suck you husband’s dick?! You’ve never let me do that?!
8:49pm
brock just sent this
8:50pm
thats you
8:52pm
thats brock
8:52pm
still have dumb questions about why i let him suck my husbands dick?
8:53pm
But it shouldn’t be about money! EVERY PENNY I spend hurts like fucking hell. That should count for something! I’m just so desperate for your to hear me begging a straight man for his dick, it would be the fucking ULTIMATE!!!!!!!!!
8:57pm
Is there any way we could talk for like just a minute?! I might have to just text you for my half of the conversation but I would try to have enough ball to talk. Like just for a few minutes??!!
9:01pm
Also, I just have to say, I’ve been distracting myself with porn while I’ve been waiting and I ended up getting REALLY into stuff where . . . . fuck, I just had to delete everything I wrote and, instead, I will say . . . I feel right now like women are . . . jesus christ, I’ve never written and deleted so much shit in my life . . . sufice to say I am VERY VERY desperate and i am VERY VERY pathetic and I will try to lick shit, and vile pussy . . . discharge (?) so that you won’t block me and stuff. But I want you to know that I would vastly prefer to be violating and shaming you. So, if you’re interested, and I know you are, just give me a nod.
9:08pm
Oh shit, I’m about to go out in the other room and literally BEG this smelly fucking hippo to have “sex” with me! Is there ANYTHING else that you can think of that I or should do to make my life worse, and hence the possibility of the boner vaguely stronger?
9:15pm
whore
9:20pm
hmmmm, i think i might have to block you
9:42pm
don’t call me a whore brad
9:42pm
Friday, August 26
Yuck. Yuck, yuck. I am a disgusting human being. Can’t fucking believe what I’ve gone and done again. Don’t know where the “whore” came from I was pretty drunk and desperate and apparently thought maybe you were still around and get a reaction, I don’t know. I apologize though and of course didn’t mean it. I’ve really fucked things up again, especially money wise, set my recovery back weeks. Not to mention what we did exposure wise. I haven’t even looked yet, I’m kind of afraid to.
9:12am
Holy fuck. Not looking great. I hope, even if it’s just for your own reasons, you’ll take down the one with Annabeth’s face (it’s on the vicky xmas twitter also). Beyond that I guess I’m at your mercy. Maybe your fans will be so grossed out they’ll ask to have some of it removed? I really like this Brock, though!!!
9:18am
I just found out my dad died
9:36am
Jesus, I’m so sorry, I will not bug you at all, so, so sorry!
9:37am
I have no idea what’s going on. My brain is like.
Mush
10:59am
I can only imagine. If you need to talk, I’m around, stupid as that sounds.
11:01am
Thank you Brad. That means a lot.
12:01pm
I mean it.
12:01pm
Saturday, August 27
Wow. I see you signed on, that surprises me. What’s going on?
12:49pm
I have rent to pay and then I will be travelling to california
12:49pm
I can’t afford to not work today
7:13pm
give me a sec
7:13pm
as much as you need
7:13pm
some one left our big dog outside and he was barking
7:18pm
hey I need to record an audio for a bit, will you hang around
7:18pm
yeah, well I’ll try to be, as much as possible! If I’m not on when you get back I may be again, just going with the flow around me a bit.
7:19pm
niiiiice
7:19pm
go with the flow, hang loose and all that jazz
7:19pm
You dig okay, baby!
7:20pm
cheer up moon doggie
7:20pm
seriously though
7:20pm
i sent someone a meme today and they laughed but then were lost when I said “where’s the lie?” and I had to explain it
7:20pm
Well, slang is like that. You know it or you don’t. I generally know much, much, much older slang.
7:22pm
Because, you know . . . I’m a pretty hep cat.
7:25pm
😂😂😂😂
7:31pm
hey you here
7:45pm
sorry, I was gone for a while, I’m back now. You still around?
7:59pm
yeah for a bit
8:14pm
got a tiny headache
8:14pm
oh, hey, nice! I felt bad, like I was letting you down when I wasn’t around, bizarre as that is. You don’t need to stick around for me, you have a headache,want to go to sleep, go ahead. It’s been interesting talking to you and I’ve been hoping it provided some sort of outlet for you, that’s all.
8:18pm
it was very nice
8:18pm
just talking
8:19pm
right now
8:19pm
i have gotten deep into korean dramas
8:19pm
when I am not working thats pretty much all I am watching
8:19pm
yeah, good, I dig. Well, I don’t totally dig about the korean dramas, but maybe I’ll find out
8:19pm
hahaha they’re great
8:19pm
i certainly dig having your own thing that takes you away, regardless of what that is
8:19pm
i’ve heard that there’s not too much depth to them but i am finding that the people who are saying that are either watching dubbed
8:20pm
or can’t read fast enough
8:20pm
well that’s always a problem with foreign media, obviously; no way to do it perfect
8:20pm
but
8:20pm
subtitles is best of course, but even that distracts you from the visual then
8:21pm
to outright just say “there’s not really depth” is kind of… limited in scope
8:21pm
I think
8:21pm
i couldn’t say without knowing the material
8:21pm
my friend from jr high has been pushing me to watch less of the supernatural ones and more of the contemporary
8:21pm
because it shows a more ‘real’ side of korea
8:21pm
and I said
8:21pm
???? What?! Talk about cliff hangers . . .
8:22pm
i was trying to find it
8:22pm
“but like, if my american tv viewing tends to be supernatural or crime procedural, why would I not be wanting to watch that from other cultures. like, I enjoyed woo, but I enjoyed woo because i like legal dramas like the good fight.”
8:24pm
and she said “I get that. I just thought it was interesting the contrast. The slice of life vs the shows that are obviously a ideal of korean culture a facade”
8:24pm
which was a headscratcher
8:24pm
because its not exactly like we have much american tv that isn’t somewhat idealized
8:25pm
even using roseanne
8:25pm
yes money is talked about a bit
8:25pm
but they had a mortgage and the kids went to ok schools and they had food on the table
8:25pm
even when you have poorer families
8:25pm
you rarely see them in a double wide or a ratty sad apartment
8:26pm
well, yeah, you don’t see anything like a realistic slice of life on American tv
8:26pm
though, of course . . . well, that gets into a much broader thing . . . gist is that we see want we want to think we recognize as familiar even if it’s actually a ridiculous parody
8:27pm
hold on a moment- gotta call
8:29pm
if you want to drink- i am making him take a shot of whisky
8:29pm
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
8:33pm
no? you cant drink with the guy I have on the phone?
8:33pm
no, i mean yes, i would love to be “forced” to drink
8:34pm
I think you should go pour yourself a double
8:34pm
!!!!!!!!
8:34pm
do it! gert messy
8:35pm
I did. I literally just did that, dumb as it was. You have a way.
8:39pm
Fuck.
8:39pm
felt good
8:39pm
now knock it back and hit tribute
8:39pm
😂
8:39pm
Quite a switch from our conversations all night, but I was already getting pretty drunk so it didn’t feel that weird.
8:39pm
hahahaha yeah
8:40pm
Yes, I will send you a tribute now. I’m sorry to get . . . selfish . . . but I’ll remind you those pictures of Annabeth are still up on both your main twitter and the xmas one, but I’m also VERY ambivalent right now . . . so you can either take them down or say “fuck you, I’ll deal with it when I have less going on” and either way I’ll kiss your ass
8:43pm
You received a tribute of $17.50 from penisbreathloser
8:44pm
good boy
8:44pm
did you get to eat her ass the other night
8:44pm
you haven’t asked for me to take them down
8:44pm
matter of fact
8:44pm
last time you begged me to make it so even if you asked I wouldnt
8:45pm
have you changed your mind
8:45pm
I did get to eat her ass and, worse, her pussy, but I didn’t get to cum.
8:50pm
worse that makes it even better
8:51pm
I think if you want me deleting shit and putting it back up under password protection youre going to be wildly disappointed
8:51pm
I’m so sorry, because it seem to violate the nice time we’ve been having,but holy shit i just immediately, like instantly started leaking
8:52pm
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
8:52pm
like a fucking switch was flipped
8:52pm
i think i could cum in my panties in the next few minutes, just from the knowledge that you’re not inclined to humor me.
8:54pm
that I am not inclined to humor you by taking it down
8:55pm
whats a girl to do when you already said please dont let me
8:55pm
i know, i understand . . . omfg . . . . . . . . . .
8:56pm
plus
8:56pm
brock likes those picture
8:56pm
s
8:56pm
oh shit, i can’t believe i’m about to say this . . .
8:56pm
yes?
8:57pm
I LIKE THEM UP THERE ONLINE FOR EVERYONE TO SEE!!!! I actually have a semi-boner right now just from this conversation, no touching, some leaking going on!!!
8:57pm
I know you do
8:57pm
you’re a massive attention whore
8:57pm
plus i really like the idea of pleasing brock
8:57pm
i want tot talk to him more, maybe exchange pictures and videos, even talk on the phone,
8:58pm
oh I know you do
8:58pm
he’s got such a delicious voice
8:58pm
the fact that you are both lawyers cracks me up
8:58pm
who has a tinier peepee?
8:59pm
you
8:59pm
lets get this straight
8:59pm
seriously? you’re not just saying that?
8:59pm
he’s not asissy
8:59pm
yes
8:59pm
he’s not a sissy
8:59pm
he’s into being humiliated
8:59pm
whats more humiliating than being forced to let a pathetic thing like you suck his dick
9:00pm
or putting his dick in your ass for my amusement?
9:00pm
yes! yes, yes, yes! that’s fucking amazing!!!!! OMG – we should totally get together and video ourselves having gay sex for your amusement!!! That would be so fucking amazing!
9:01pm
omfg, like weeks worth of cum are just slowly leaking out of my mostly soft penis into my panties, no touching, no porn, no explicit fantasizing even, i’m like out of my fucking mind right now
9:03pm
hahahaha
9:03pm
say thank you and demonstrate your gratidtude
9:03pm
Fuck! I just did, didn’t I!!! I know I’m drunk but I’m still a broke ass fucking loser!
9:04pm
wait!!!!!
9:04pm
Let’s make a contract!
9:05pm
nasty fucking pathetic
9:05pm
why
9:05pm
should i
9:05pm
drunk
9:05pm
and shouty
9:05pm
you know you want me to make you leak
9:05pm
How about for every $25 I pay you, that makes “x” amount of months where you CAN NOT TAKE DOWN ANYTHING.
9:05pm
“x” is decided by you of course
9:06pm
ok
9:06pm
you pay and I will say how many months at a go
9:06pm
You received a tribute of $17.50 from penisbreathloser
9:06pm
thank you
9:06pm
thats for one month
9:07pm
so until 9/27
9:07pm
i can tell you already, that by tomorrow morning I will SERIOUSLY NOT want that to be the case
9:08pm
we going to push it out to October?
9:08pm
what do you mean?!
9:08pm
I mean are you going to tribute me again and see what happens?
9:09pm
No! Like I just said, I already know that within hours I’m going to regret this ever happened!!!
9:10pm
😂😂😂😂 chicken
9:11pm
Fuck, I know, so fucking conflicted. Also makes me leaky, though thinking that all that will be up, and also that people can see everything that we ever talk about.
9:11pm
giggle
9:12pm
i like you fucked up and conflicted
9:12pm
of course… i could just bat my eyes and play on your sympathies
9:12pm
Shit. I just realized, though, that we talked about all kind of personal stuff tonight, though, that neither one of us probably wants public.
9:12pm
yes, you’re right!!!!!!
9:12pm
one sec
9:12pm
seriously if you start typing it fucks with my ability to get up to where I am looking
9:14pm
ok, long as you need. BTW – I REALLY like all this being up, with the theoretical idea that I could somehow eventually convince you to take it down . . . but not for a good long while!
9:14pm
sorry, i’ll sto
9:14pm
………
9:14pm
playing on your sympathies
9:15pm
most of what i have disclosed about me I am comfortable enough with people knowing that I told YOU
9:15pm
but on the otherhand…. the secrets YOU disclosed are 💣💥💣💥💣💥💣💥💥💥💥💥
9:16pm
yes, thank you, i love you, fuck me
9:16pm
I will fuck you up
9:16pm
can you believe how fucking expensive plane tickets from pdx to lax are?
9:17pm
jesus christ
9:17pm
oh, wait!!!!!!!!
9:17pm
I just realized something!!!!!!!!!!
9:17pm
hahahaha yes?
9:17pm
hold on, i have to go back through the conversation to figure this out . . . but i sort of feel like something i said was vaguely like .. . threatening? like extortion sort of shit or somehting? “neither one of us wants this to be public” – that is not AT ALL what I meant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Things just went TOTALLY off the rails, pure misunderstanding. Like you said a minute ago, don’t type so I can go back through the conversation!
9:19pm
yes
9:19pm
that is exactly what you said
9:19pm
OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!! Ha! I am SO fucking sorry, seriously!!! This isn’t me backtracking, that is NEVER what I meant!!!! Pleae just give me a second to go back through this!
9:20pm
right after I teased you about playing on your sympathies
9:20pm
no, wait – i just figured it out!
9:21pm
?
9:21pm
you have to go back like 4 comments . . . it’s all about the delay in this mode of talking
9:21pm
i’d said that i loved that everyone could see everything i said –
9:22pm
yes you did say that
9:22pm
but you also said
9:22pm
what i was saying was that i loved the idea of you publicizing this conversation
9:22pm
then right after that i was like “oh fuck, we should probably oth be a little more cautious!
9:22pm
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh
9:22pm
sure
9:23pm
fucking seriously, are you kidding me?! the alternative doesn’t make any sense in context!!!
9:23pm
in context?
9:24pm
I had asked you if you wanted to tribute again and push it out to october
9:24pm
you said you were scared
9:24pm
like, there’s nothing about this to suggest I’m threatening you or extorting you or want to make anything public?!
9:24pm
i said, well i could just bat me eyes and play on your sympathies
9:24pm
No!!!!! we were playing a game! i was going to tribute you again – please listen:
9:25pm
and you counter with “well both of us shared personal stuff that neither of us wants public”
9:25pm
the alternative that it was possibly a threat makes complete sense
9:25pm
what i was getting toward is WANTING this whole conversation to be public
9:25pm
especially within the context of how you get when drunk, horny and messy!!
9:25pm
and then I just realied, “oh, fuck, that’s a stupid idea”
9:26pm
I get it
9:26pm
fuck, i don’t know what else to say: I am NOT trying to “walk anything back,” this was a pure misunderstanding based on lag in response time, etc.
9:26pm
mmmm
9:26pm
money where your mouth is
9:27pm
Yeah, I don’t have ANY problem getting back to where we were and tributing you again. I just really want you to understand what that was. I would NEVER in a million fucking years do the kind of shit you just thought I did (though I understand the confusion).
9:28pm
😂😂😂😂😂
9:28pm
And, just in case there’s any need to further clarify: While we talked about a lot of personal things, I don’t even have the vaguest idea who you are, what your name it, etc. – I am WELL aware of the power dynamic here! If you wanted to REALLY fuck me, you could, in second! If I wanted to fuck you back . . . I would be completely helpless!!! PLEASE understand, there is NOTHING predatory or threatening about me and if anything I ever say seems that way, something got confused . . . although I admit, on kind of a different subject, I’ve said some fucked up things, but even that was just being drunk and wanting to piss you off so much you’d figuratively punch me in the face!
9:32pm
I mean
9:33pm
I will believe it when I see it
9:33pm
I think I will just put the entirety of the last few days up
9:34pm
penisbreathloser is typing 