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Afterwards I wondered if maybe I was rude or said something untoward or maybe insulting or even cussed too much.
But right now, outside of admitting that yes, I wasn’t really letting him get a word in edgewise (which doesn’t matter because it’s not like he was being charged per line of my text only for the 1:1 his text to my text connections, any extra texts on either of our parts before the other party responds do not get charged) I can only think that he was feeling upset that I broke character and was sharing a bit of my stress (even though he invited me to vent). I can totally understand not feeling in the mood anymore, but I’m not sure I get his hurt feelings.
Anyway, at the same time PIG needed me to make her more martinis and shit, and of course I had to do that if I want to lick her shithole in a little while.
8:21pm
plus… gotta be straight with you…it would really make a super shitty and sucky day a little bit better
okay, fuck.
8:21pm
seriously
8:22pm
i will send you an email detailing the entire thing
8:22pm
okay, wait, how bout this –
8:22pm
hmm?
8:22pm
I’ll give you $100 and we’ll keep chatting and you’ll keep making life miserable for me and Annette – but part of the deal is you’ll undo any of it if an when I ask?!
8:23pm
mmmmmmmmmmmm ok
8:23pm
but – and I keep mentioning this to you – all the gay stuff about me is totally fair game but you never seem to take advantage of it!
8:23pm
ahhhh
8:24pm
no?
8:24pm
Also – i’ve asked a few times but you never answered why my comment on that homo’s blogpost on your site never got posted
8:24pm
oh
8:24pm
I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE FUCKING BUSY
8:24pm
I totally know that!
8:25pm
members of my household have been gone since christmas eve- they flew to the east coast to help friends move out to oregon
8:25pm
I’m not coming down on you!
8:25pm
what you dont know
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is that sunday night around 4pm my time
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they called and said “hey we’re about 3 hours out!”
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and at 10pm that night
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they hadn’t even moved 5 miles
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I just don’t know how that works – like, I don’t know if it’s because you rejected it, or I did something wrong, or you havent had time to approve it, or whatever! Like, seriously, just wondering, not coming down on you!
8:25pm
they ended up getting stuck on the I-5 interstate overnight in an RV that was leaking and didn’t have a functioning shower or sink
8:26pm
in a snow storm
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the next morning traffic was moving a bit more (there was a massive gridlock due to multiple winter weather road condition related pileups on the freeway and then they shut the freeway down to deal with it)
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the traffic started moving around 10
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between 10am and 4 pm
8:27pm
OMG, seriously, please, I understand!!!!
8:27pm
they went about 10 miles
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wait
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Please look at my other posts!
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cuz there’s mroe
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more
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last night
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because my neighborhood is actual trash
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I was not IN ANY WAY annoyed or anything!
8:27pm
the RV was towed
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I simply didn’t know what to think!
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and impounded
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so i’m out in 20 degree temps with freezing rain trying to sort that shit out after 10 in the evening
8:28pm
only to come home and have to do it all over
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just because some lazy pos can’t check his fucking voicemail (the rv guy- not the chatter)
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i have been in my car ALL DAY LONG
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driving back and forth from the impound to the rv center 3 towns over
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to storage here in town
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busy busy busy…
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and you want to know
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why your comment hasnt been approved
8:29pm
I understand if you want to vent, but I did not invite any of that.
8:29pm
its been approved
8:29pm
I wasn’t being rude or insensitive, I simply didn’t know what to think.
8:29pm
know that I will always publish your comments when i have the time to publish them
8:30pm
and the rv crap was only HALF of the dumb shit i had to deal with in the last 24 hours
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okay. To reiterate. I think that you are reacting primarily out of what you’re going through right now, rather than an objective assessment of anything I said or did just now.
8:34pm
orrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I am just over compensating and giving you what you asked for
8:35pm
after telling you about my issues.
8:35pm
it’s not like I’m not saying anything i haven’t before on twitter
8:36pm
it’s 100% ok if you want to stop
8:36pm
Yeah. I don’t even know what the fuck just happened.
8:36pm
what just happened is…
8:37pm
you said that you were here to hear me vent (earlier) we were playing along and going fine. Then you asked why your comment hadn’t been approved on my blog, so I explained, perhaps more forcibly than you’d prefer, that I have had a pretty awful 72 hours, and a pretty busy one at that, but I have still been trying to fit you in during small spaces
8:38pm
Now, because I was explaining myself quite quickly and quite forcefully, you were not enjoying yourself and felt attacked which, in all honesty was probably a warranted reaction to me unleashing on you.
8:39pm
however…
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once I was done
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No. That’s not what happened.
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no?
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No.
8:39pm
I did skip over you saying you weren’t pressing you just didn’t know how it works. I will explain. Because other websites use spam programs to spam the comment section of blogs inorder to boost their SEO in search engines using something called trackback links, comments are moderated on my blog
8:41pm
in order for them to be visible I have to go in and approve each and every single one
8:41pm
Look, I’m just going to take off. I know you have a lot going on. I am totally happy to listen to you vent and talk to you about it, but I didn’t do anything wrong.
8:44pm
because I have had a really quite awful past 72 hours, I had not had a chance to go in and publish your comment. it has been published.
At this point, I will say I’m sorry for steamrolling over your protestations, I’m a little on edge. However, I’d like it if you could at the very least, acknowledge that despite all of that going on this week, I’ve made myself moderately available to play with you- chatting and posting when I had the spare time, usually from the driver’s seat of my car. I kind of feel like you don’t really see me as a real person but instead only see me as like a humiliation vending machine
8:44pm
No, you didn’t do anything wrong
8:44pm
and I do apologize for poorly reacting to feeling pressed by your question about the comment not being approved
8:44pm
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I guess the lesson learned here is don’t go out of your way to make yourself available for someone else’s needs when you aren’t entirely sure your stress isn’t going to spill on them because they might not take kindly to it and likely won’t be willing to see it from your side anyways.